It’s been a while, I think. Last week was Thanksgiving break. We went to the lake. I don’t mind the lake I think it would be…. Unappreciative of me to say I don’t like the vacation house with a boathouse and a balcony, but it’s not a… cold weather feature. It’s not for the fall. It’s not for Thanksgiving. During Thanksgiving it’s just our house without the heating. Because there’s no heating at the lake!!! And it’s not like we can swim. It’s 40 degrees outside. Whatever whatever my dad likes it. He can go as much as he wants once I’m out of school so I only have to worry about spring break and I’m probably done forever. I just prefer being at home… Where my stuff is.
Winter formal is next week. I don’t have anyone to go with. I don’t really want to go but I want to be asked y’know. Not even asked to go. Asked if I’m going. And then I’ll go “I have no plans to” and they’ll go “oh well we’re all going together do you want to join!” and I’ll go. no. But I’ll have been asked!! I don’t know maybe that’s unreasonable? But they never ask me to anything. So I don’t know. Maybe that’s not even true maybe they just don’t do anything either. Whatever. It’s not like I’m going to ask. I’m just going to simmer in rage until highschool is over and I’m never gonna see them again. Speaking of friends yesterday one of my friends :) made it extremely obvious how much I mean to them :) by starting a sentence to me, and then… when one of their closer friends came in, finished the sentence with him :). That’s… so much audacity. Like… god??? I don’t mind being acquaintances with someone or whatever but you can’t touch me and bother me and ask me for schoolwork unless we’re friends. And I’m not going to be friends with someone who has the audacity to do that move LMAO.
[reeedacted] But only in class!! Like only when it’s inconvenient. Whatever. Um the other guy is back though he was probably just sick or whatever. I wasn’t gonna say something if he didn’t. Because what if something happened. Like something bad. Idk. Anyway I’m sufficiently filled with anxiety in my 2nd hour so that’s good. LMAO.